( nr 273 ) Holy Trinity Church in Gosport ( an anglo-catholic church, I am told) is crowned not with a cross, but with a star of David. I am still waiting for an answer - a non-ambivalent answer about the history of the church.

Have we got it wrong ? ... .

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A cross disappearing ...

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S-theater of the worst kind, including "experiments" in the libraries, is funded by the GOVERNMENT. So it seems ... .

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The Mystery Smell (of a rotten fish) is still a mystery, although gone after a couple of days.

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Waiting for my comment to appear on rmn forum ( ....183007): description of carefully constructed situations made me think of Marxist Trotskist Fabian Constructivism played out in different contexts, including S-theater ( flash mobs freaking out or other "constructs"), incl. very long term plots.

History of Medicine: there was a post by MONK on rmn forum about women having been excluded from obstetrics /maternity/labour wards during Victorian era following 'chutspa' or harm/damage done to numerous babies and mothers by female attendants. The Russian word for harm/damage is "porcha".

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Next week in Blackpool and Skipton.

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15:01

( nr 272 ) Going up: The Daily record article about "editing" of photographs; Peter Hitchens writes about Peter Thatcher in The Mail on Sunday; two letters to Daily Mail: the truth about Blitz and Raymond Leslie Morris, the murderer.

My KGB-Mossad collage written again as a "Formula". Where the first and the last bits are actually Russian letters: MO - for Ministry of Defence and AD - is "hell" in Russian.

The top article is from http://www.nos.nl/ about ...that idea about RECONCILIATION, etc.

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FORGIVENESS ? Another story: about 2004 (?) there was a meeting in a Gosport Church (St. Francis ?) with a British Policeman (was he Irish ?) who had his face disfigured ( scars) by a thug , with whom the policeman , HAVING FORGIVEN HIM, MADE FRIENDS ... .

Utterly sick ... .

Roughly at the same time, there were localy some calls (in churches !) to forgive: all shall be forgiven, even pedos ... .

It's more ANTI-CHRISTIAN than Christian.

In most situations, the question of forgiveness simply is not relevant, not applicable.

SADISTS need MASOCHISTS.

I wrote smth. about South African "reconciliation" (shall check ref.).

Just two good questions:

1. Who are the War-Makers ? We still don't know the truth about WW2 ... .

2. How and why people (sodomites/agents) were admitted to Catholic Church at all, well before they commited those crimes ?

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Zigmund Freud ... Was he abused by a woman as a child ? Time is up today.

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Tuesday 14 September 2010:

The "Christian Preacher" as I called him, did not show up today, contrary to his promise ... .

Next week, maybe ? I made a short speech about the " Mystery smell over Gosport" (a week ago). I shall write about it here in my next post.

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( nr 271 ) My 1971 address book: Fradkov Volodia entry (above), next the business card of my "English friend" with whom I attended Oleg Gordievski's visiting lecture in Wassenaar. Could not find any trace of him/his business afterwards (he employed Dutch Engineering graduates at the time). Second time name Burgess came up in UK (past Gosport Mayor).

The remaining scans are pages from ( New ?) British Ecyclopedia and 1986 Soviet Encyclopedic Dictionary and my handwritten conjectures about NAMES of PEOPLE and PLACES.

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( cont.) Tuesday 7 sept.: an hour ago listened to a christian preacher on High Street in Gosport. He said he'll be back next week.

A new casino "Slot" opened in Gosport two weeks ago.

The top scan is a photo of me, Lynn Nwunelli and Elspeth Hunponu-Wusu. In Lagos University Teaching Hospital there was another Russian woman (wife and mother) - Geta Akande, also from Moscow.

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Mail on Sunday, 5 Sept.:

- "Father of Lib Dem aide in MI5 quiz 'is linked to KGB' " - reporters travelled to Zmeika, edge of Caucasus. p.9.

- "BRUTALITY" - front page headline: Pamela Somerville is 59 years old, 5 ft 2in tall and has a degree in microbiology. Pictures continue pp 6 and 7.

- on p.10 report about another group of eminent doctors going to court over Dr.Kelly' death case.

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Daily Mail August 28:

- Blairs buy £1m home in cash for daughter.

- Top Tory: I 'm gay and I've left my wife - PRISONS minister Crispin Blunt has left his wife of 20 years to 'come to terms with his homosexuality'.

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Mail on Sunday Aug.29:

"Family win 18 yr fight over MMR damage to son" by Martin Delgado.

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Daily Mail Sat. 4 Sept. :

- Tax Blunder: Almost six million people are embroiled in the biggest tax blunder for years.

About 1.4 million will have to fork out an average of £1,500 after underpaying through no fault of their own.

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RACISM ??? Case 1972 (?): my ex-husband (Victor Udom) doing his Masters in Journalism in MGU, also lived in the MGU building, where majority of students were "Russians"/Soviets - 'inogorodnie' - not Moscow residents. Moscow residents lived in their parents' house.

One Russian lad, a friend of my ex, got drunk and had a fight with him. Authorities considered it a political crime and, since the offender was a known trouble-maker (not really ...) decided to expell him from the university.

Victor went to the Dean to plead that they should not ruin the man's life. His arguments were as follows:

1. We are friends ! X. started the fight, but 'lost' - lost one tooth ... . Drink is to blame.

2. There is NO racism ! Men fight, men will always fight.

3. As for 'racism' or 'racists', he has no problem with these people. Actually he prefers to deal with people who are honest. You know where you stand. Better than hypocrits.

Besides, racism goes two ways.

.... They still expelled the poor guy.

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13:20 (Wed.)

( nr 270 ) Going up:

Local paper of yesterday reporting military and political MI5 news. LDRP of Mr. Zhirinovsky?

LibDem Nick Clegg has a Dutch mother and half-Russian father (?)

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My post on the THES forum that does not exist any more ...

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My scribble on DESNITSA (late 1990s ?) Inform. Buro - a kind of an online journal /pre-Twitter initiative from the Russian Gov. addressed to Russians abroad. The idea was good, but a draft contract was an absolute NO-GO. Those who did get involved might have found themselves (rightly or wrongly) among the "sleeper cell" networks. I actually joined (? - assoc.) a AEJ/VEJ - Dutch/European Society of Journalists in the Hague, which opened its doors to .... anybody with interest in ..... .

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MK-Ultra !!! MIND and BODY Control ... It must have been run in many different countries - Academia, Industry, etc.

GOOGLE !!! The NVZ/NVK russian forums (late nineties ?) must still have a record of my dismay at NOT FINDING in RUSSIAN any of the information about HIGH -TECH psychological weapons, Mind Control , which was available in English. Smb. wrote : Yes! ('we can do it') We do whatever we are told to do. ......

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I shall continue tomorrow (time is up today).

Thursday 2 Sept. : On arrival to Nigeria, there were all sorts of cultural differences one was unprepared for. Big politics was there, but did not interfere with human relations - we were truly an international community with families, husbands, wifes and children being in a Unilag Melting Pot ! Soviets/Russians: on the campus in Akoka there were two Russian women: myself and Natasha plus Saakian couple from Armenia. Germans, Italians, French, etc. Many mixed marriages on and off campus.

There was no political correctness !

In retrospect, many things seem to acquire greater importance: research topics, ideas about upbringing of children and so many coincidences and trends.

"She is flaunting her sexuality !" said Lynn with annoyance (about Lalage Bown). I think I understood it only half way at the time.

Soviet Union started building Ajeokuta (?) Steel Plant. What a coincidence that some in-laws included Metal Union Workers legal advisor and secondary metal trading.

Photos above are mostly of an apartment block where was a constant traffic as living on campus meant often that work continued at home - homes were "offices" too.

How unfair ! ... Both Lynn and Ramatu died before their time. Unfortunately my ex-husband's wife ( Youruba muslim) died in a hospital in Moscow, where he worked in a Nigerian Embassy on a secondment (?) from the Ministry of Information. She left a very young child. My appartment in Lagos was ransacked within a day or two.

Now I am sure rotten spooks were involved, or as they call it now BlackOps - at one or both ends: there was no animosity between myself and his first family (before he married me) or his new family after our divorce.

The oldest evil is destroying society through destruction of a Family: destroying people's lives, true friendships, natural bonds between children and parents, so that their satanic agenda can go on.

What our grandparents, parents suffered or experienced is tried on us and our children and their children - the same old evil, hence so much lying and deception and distraction.

They break and interrupt family lines, friendships, honest businesses, traumatising, distancing and alienating people, because ..... THEY ARE AFRAID we shall find out and connect the dots.

They tell children lies about their parents, they use increasingly HIGH-TECH for control and destruction of human minds and bodies.

Somewhere I read: we died because our parents lied.

May be parents never come round to tell children as much as possible, so that they will have 'more dots' and, as a result, will connect them sooner, rather than later, breaking the vicious circle.

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They are still harping on about the "forgiveness", aren't they? I'll write about it in my next post.

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High-Tech Evil: www.fourwinds10.com/siterun_data/health/mind_control/news.php?q=1283187560 - a link found in RMN post ... 181991 by Crystal River.

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14:00

( nr 269 ) This post is long overdue, since 15 July ... . Scans ref. Blood Group, Dr.Kelly and four photographs of the Dutch farmers settling in Canada from De Spiegel National Christian Newspaper of 1950 (?).

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BLOOD GROUP above from the 2001 (Dutch) diary front page as part of essential personal information together with name, address, etc. Yesterday I saw a post on RMN forum about Robotic Blood Cells www.rumormillnews.com/cgi-bin/forum.cgi?read=181417 with link to www.carnicom.com

Hmm ... Raisa Gorbacheva established Blood Donation Charity? Scandal with the contaminated blood in Lybia (?) ...where Claudia Sarkozi was mentioned (?) ... Ludmila Putina shopping with Claudia in Paris and filing for divorce from the French President the following day (ref. rmn forum) ? ....

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A letter to the Times about Dr. Kelly's death. Papers reporting "former KGB spy" Boris Karpichkov implicating Peter Everett of MI5 ... There was another strange death of a Russian or Ukranian biochemist, with whom Dr.Kelly formed a Joint Stock Company (?). The BBC correspondent whom Dr.Kelly spoke to strangely avoided publicity. What did Dr.Kelly tell him exactly?

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My Internet time for today is about to finish. I shall continue this post tomorrow or next week Tuesday.

NB. Sent an e-mail to Elaine today, spoke to David and keep my fingers crossed.

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12:33

( nr 268 ) REPOST ( of yesterday's nr 268 ) - for a change, let's view the scans ( 8) beginning with the top one:

- My latest lingo-creativity.

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- Another article about Simon Burns vs John Bercow affaire. The first report I read was actually by Letwin Letts, but I misplaced it. I also saw someone putting the names of Letwin Letts and Anne Trenemann (?) in one sentence !

By the way ! Who said to me not so long ago in a 'loaded' tone that "Chelmsford is a high-tech city" ? (DC).

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- 1972 Moscow News articles (3 scans, 4 articles) by foreign students, who attended the 1 May parade in Moscow. The first article is written by my ex-husband. Strange typographical inaccuracies: his name is Victor Adekunle Udom (V.A.Udom) and his Faculty (of Journalism in the top Moscow State University - MGU) is missing. He provides the historical insight - it's CHICAGO again ! Yes, Chicago (1886), Paris, Manchester ... .

The Friendship/Patrice Lumumba University is where Anna Chapman got her degree (?).

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- The First bus time-table showing Stagecoach (3 pages) hidden in a 96-page long booklet.

There was some color switch years ago, when it looked like logos merging.

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- FOOTBALL in Portsmouth, Hampshire, UK ... .

By the way, years ago British Embassy worker said to me apologetically: " ... It's because you are Russian, it would not have happenned, if you were a Ukranian" - the story (with very interesting details) of 'wasting' a chartered flight Lagos-London when visa was issued, but the passport not stamped, as the embassy closed mid-week without notice.

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LAST but NOT LEAST:

Please (re-)read my January 2009 posts.

Brian Gerrish ... I am wondering whether he might be among people who ... somewhat change or or are changed, gradually or suddenly, such as Larouche (?), David Larson (?) etc.

Only people, who know or knew them well might know. Those who are close or 'near' like a husband or wife - past or present, may be very important, or even be the cause of the change.

Common Purpose ? CP - Communist Party. The brainwashing and Mind & Body Control of Cp trainees must be the same as that of Iduschie Vmeste (iv.ru), Nashi, Samen op Weg (my paraphrase), with other movements like Komsomol, Scouts, Nashe/Obshee Delo, etc. having some common elements.

INTELLIGET, TALENTED children are especially targeted by the cabal ( Cabal International ) for enslavement.

Was Brian Gerrish (assuming there was an honest person there to begin with) "turned" and lost his mettle or character ?

He talked sense re: police training, brainwashing methods, children targeted, etc.

The person I talked to could very well have been a "Ukranian" zombi or "agent".

So were some (not all) of the CAB ( CAB for Citizen's Advice Bureau) "consultants" I met - some were simply strange and very unsuitable people, others brutally controlled (forced speech with poorly merged/morfed voice-intonation-designer message/content). Many vulnerable and already traumatized people come to CAB offices with very private affairs and info goes into unprotected databases.

Talking of trauma, some countries and places had it on a mass scale: Hiroshima bombing, Leningrad blockade, Ukranian Famine, Chernobyl, etc.

Trauma - Dissociation - Mind Control/Programming.

Fires, disasters, shootings - scores of people affected.

SOVIET TIMES ... There were two popular opinions so to speak:

1. Fear that some harm (bad dicease, infection ) can be done to a person with subsequent blackmail: we shall cure you, if you work for us. Another method - drug addiction by deception.

2. Reassurance to those, who wanted to avoid KGB like a plague: KGB does not recruit very stupid or very intelligent people, as both categories are unpredictable and can be dangerous.

One example: X. was rumoured to work for KGB. Offers of vitamine/gamma-globuline injections were rejected by those, who totally avoided her and by those (including myself), who did not steer clear of X.

FRADKOV ?! I remember 'discussing' Misha (?) Fradkov with Lena Lozhikova.

Head of SVR (KGB abroad) ? So unlikely, I'd say.

What is his wife's name ? Smth.-Ukranian ?

Bilderberger list a few years ago had a woman named Lebedeva representing Russia.

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18:08.

( nr 267 ) Shootings, stabbings, accidents galore .... . Michael Keith Smith jumped (?) to his death in Portchester 3rd of July, which was reported 5 or 6 days later.

Scans ( six) going up:

- triathlon deaths;

- ANN TRENEMAN ! My handwritten copy of her article ... so shocking I found her style, that, having run out of coins to do a photocopy in the Fareham library, I wrote it in hand. When I first noticed her article (it was on an education reform) about a year (?) ago, I thought: What is wrong with this woman?! I however, gave her some benefit of doubt on account of her verbosity and kept the article. This time I wondered 'where she came from' and, to my amazement found next to nothing on her background on the Internet.

- While Barclays Logo ( on display in Gosport) has changed or reverted to (?) the double eagle from the silouette in two shades of blue of a lion (?) , I thought that my own perception of a sinking crown (crown in water and some seeweed) was not after all, too far-fetched: see the sub-marine theme of the Barclay brochure scan here.

- ELEVEN RUSSIAN AGENTS in US: Yes, they are Russians, though Ukranian names predominate. The Cypriot C.R. Metsos (Greek or Hungarian name?) jumped the bail.

Maria Szarvak from Szolnok in Hungary murdered here, in Southampton UK.

GOLEM Anna is still on her way home, surely not having seen all the British press published about her, has her lawyer announcing she might be "returning to UK". Very flippant of a lawyer, I think. UK has never been high on the preference list of E.European expats, though my knowledge may be outdated. Anna Chapman (nee Kaschenko or Koushchenko?), though in a loving marriage to Alex Chapman for FOUR years, had no children. How predictable or vulnerable is her future?

By the way, OLEG GORDIEVSKI

( I wrote about our chat in Wassenaar, Holland) 'agitated' for UK and against Holland (... but the Dutch are like Germans! i.e. how can you find them OK? etc.) . And so many remarks and pieces of advice in retrospect just correlate. As for advanced computer technologies, it is not just texts and info that can be hidden or embedded in pictures (banners and pop-ups are great suspects), hypnotic commands and emotional impulses can be beamed and flushed at an unsuspecting viewer. Years ago, while dating on Internet, I saw a perfect fit to my requirements and the photo of smb. in Germany. I could not sleep! It was all rubbish, all e/m induced. In reality he was an opposite to what I thought he was, although info was true. I shuddered when I saw him 'offline'. Can you imagine how vulnerable and impressionable young people are dating online, if smb. like myself , fell to this sort of techno-scam? And there are methodologies offline, of course.

GOLEM - GOYLEM - ZOMBI - MANCHURIAN CANDIDATE - CYBORG - ROBOT - the last, if I am not mistaken is from Chech 'robota' .

The Chech film "The Ear" ( Ucho) 1970 was banned for 20 years. It described the psychological terror and harassment by Chech Secret Services (how are they called?). The library DVD is damaged and it's "out of stock" online. Library computers do not have the software to play library DVDs.

FOOTBALL: in the footsteps of Roman Abramovich, Sasha Gaydamak & co The News reported some time ago that a group of Ukranians with some interests in steel industry are "interested in buying" with a Greek mediator doing his best.

POLISH BUS DRIVERS: back in 2006(?) both Stagecoach and The First buses operated in Gosport. I think I wrote smth in Expatica or my old website about colours of the logos merging.

A group of Polish bus-drivers, who did not look like bus drivers to me, was introduced to the passengers of The First buses. Horrendous S-theatrics were staged on The First buses over the years, sometimes spilling over to bus stops and beyond.

I also mentoned "You do the Maths!" on a side of a mini-bus of "D.P.Redmond Ltd." in front of a Gosport "Discovery Centre" which struck a wrong note last year when I had my Job Centre/Pension problems. I could not find any business named D.P. Redmond Ltd., but I found some psychologist(?) professor D.P. Redmond. I think I saw some Prof. (smth.) First.

Just wondering.

Finally, to continue my reference to 1986-87 sabbatical in London in the last post: university lecturers had their party, i. e., overwhelmingly they voted for a party 'between' Labour and Tory. As for Margareth Thatcher, the flying phrase was: "She is selling the country to the Dogs!!" I don't know who were referred to as "dogs" then.

Before I moved to Holland with my daughter Victoria O. Udom in 1987, insinuations and advice came from different quarters that "help" or "opportunities" are available from MOD, MI5/6.

Yesterday I could not find a long entry on Count Nikolai Tolstoy in Wikipedia, which I found a couple of days ago. His case was under discussion in 1986/7. Was his library (almost?) taken by British Bailifs? I was surprised to see some familiar names in Russian Orthodox circles abroad not long ago.

The two top scans: a page from mindjustice.org ref. changing behaviour of willing and UNWILLING subjects, with results showing after EXPOSURE OF LESS THAN ONE MINUTE.

The first page of an article by RAUNI KILDE MD - must read.

More links on the subject:

www.wanttoknow.info/650517nytimes

www.iahf.com/nsa/20010214.html

http://www.surveillanceissues.com/

http://www.larsonmedia.net/

ANNA CHAPMAN dated/met "SERGEI" ??? Which one ? she may be a grown version of youngsters heavily "conditioned", "groomed" , brain-washed and brain- and body-controlled. Do you remember "NASHI" youth movement in the 1990s Russia ? Do you remember " IDUSCHIE VMESTE" youth movement run/sponsored by Boris Berezovski ?

Their website www. iv.ru disappeared, but some newly fangled funny constructs live on.
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LING-OOOOOO:

Satanic scam, 2-legged vermin!

Sodom and Gomorrah happlily constructed by Sham Abram, Mad Tom and Ivan the Fool.

Lobotomiki on stage.

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